Here, in my
heart, there are so many things I feel. But in my brain, there are so many
things against them. I’m really confused of them all. I wanna throw them away
from all my memories. Sometimes, I feel that my life is useless, but I soon
realize that actually I’m needed. Whatever I am for, I must go on.
I’m aware all
this time I’m wrong. I’m really selfish. I never think about others. I keep
thinking about myself. I always feel alone; whereas, many people are around me,
being ready to accompany me and to listen to what I’m saying.
She, my
mother, is a very extraordinary woman. I want to be like her who is very strong
in facing these difficulties and many obstacles coming around. I am as her last
child who is the one hope she has. But I’m always disappointing her. I really
hate myself and want to send myself to the hell.
I never know why I always
regret my existence in this world. It’s a very big mistake.
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